Los Angeles, CA.
I love lady gaga, tea, shoes,and the color black. I'm weird and have a dark sense of humor. All men are horrible. I love myself.
The Day The Heart Turned Cold
I remember it sharply like a winter morning
The moment you step out of the front door
And the frozen air first hits your face Making you wince and recoil
Turning your cheeks blush red
The heat is sapped from your breath
Like the very words freeze in front of your eyes
Wanting to turn around and go back inside
And knowing there is nothing else you can do
But step out and face the harsh bite of the wind
You can feel even through your clothes
As it cuts into you to the very core
For this was the day the heart turned cold
It was the day those loving words changed
They once touched my skin like warm rain drops
Yet suddenly they became so cold
Like an icy driving sleet cutting my raw face
Desperately looking to the sun to warm me
To see your smile and know my ears deceived
But the warmth of that smile was hidden
By an ever darkening cloud of uncertainty
Searching the dimming sky for a chink of blue
Hoping that the winds may turn in my favour
And bring the warm sun back to shine upon me
But it stayed behind a wall of grey
And as the frigid air started to take hold
There was that sickening moment of clarity
When the heart breaks from realising
That something beautiful has just died
Unlovable- The Smiths
(Source: fightoneveryone)
